Saturday, May 31, 2008


Heidy ho to my posse...all six of you... ;-)

Just a brief note:
I am on an intensive right now, being guided by Kuan Yin.
I have felt my energy shifting, and expect more shifts in the very near future.
The world no longer looks terribly dark & scary... :-)

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(oh, am I dating myself? lol!)

Friday, May 23, 2008

Raindrops in May ~ Validate the Grey

A very rare event in my neck of the woods: it's raining. In May. When normally the high pressure arrives in its summer home in the desert next door and begins to crank up the heat.
Needless to say, the Princess is a pissy pussy today. ;-) She can't go out because it's too wet-windy-cold and glares at us humans who share "her" abode and says, "I would ask you to stop the rain, but since you haven't done so in the past, I'm not even going to bother this time!" And she returns to her sulking sleep.

The May rain fits in perfectly with my mood.
My days off have become retreat days, pajama days, where I just stay in my pj's and watch the intermittent rain, when I'm not reading a book. The one I'm reading just now is Graves' The White Goddess, a classic text, and the latest text in my self-directed Spritual Feminism course.
Initially I was going to pass it on after I read it, but now I'm not so sure. It's chock full of juicy information, from a time & a place that has struck an unexpected chord of resonance within me. I found another lifetime there, in Wales, in the centuries just before the Inquisition came into horrible manifestation on this plane. I wonder what Greece holds for me - maybe with my next vision quest...
I have been sitting with the darker places, the softer places, in this time of Retreat. I'm not ready to share yet, but I will tell you progress is being made. I think.
In the meantime, think of me as the dragon comfortably ensconced in her lair, wings folded, watching the rain and waiting patiently for the sun to peek out from behind the clouds and bring the heat back to her realm.

ps ~ for anyone who notices the deleted comment: I deleted it because it was e-spam. I'm not fond of spam in any form and if I find it, it's gone. Kind of like the agreement I have with black widow spiders... ;-)

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Falling off the Face of the Earth

(well, the cyber-earth, at any rate...)

Just as a brief update:
The Shadow of San Francisco reached out and touched me. I have been shaken to my very core, & shown where I need to direct my Mind*full attention.

I have entered into another fallow period in my life, where I can do no more than sit, and wait, and observe. I know this, too, shall pass, so no worries there; when the words come, I'll share them with you.

Until further notice, you can find me floating silently in the ether of the In-Between...